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Writing is therapy

Writing in New York City is more than a creative outlet—it’s a lifeline, a kind of therapy that anchors you to a place that offers no respite. This city is merciless, a relentless machine that keeps running regardless of your struggles or efforts. The streets pulse, taxis roar, crowds of people jostle, the weight of ambition and survival pressing down on everyone. Life is a shadow, and the pace leaves little room for weakness. Without a way to process it all, you risk being consumed, lost in the bustle of a city that spares no one.

Writing becomes your refuge, a way to make sense of the chaos. It’s a silent act of defiance against the city’s indifference, a place where you can vent the stress of a missed train, a brutal workday, or the fleeting connections that define city life. Through words, you regain control and make sense of the relentless energy that surrounds you. Without this outlet, the city’s demands would grind you down, and you’d be left helpless somewhere, living off your own heartlessness.

My newest book: “The Permission”

My newest book: The Permission - Psychogram of a murderer

The Permission – A Murderer’s Psychogram

“The Permission – Psychogram of a Murderer” is a psychologically dense novel by Elias Crowl that doesn’t lure its readers with quick fixes, but rather with a subtle, gradual shift in perception. The book’s impact stems not from overt events, but from what slowly takes shape in the reader’s mind.

At its heart is an author who grapples with the question of how people begin to permit themselves things they previously would have considered impossible. What initially appears to be an intellectual project—research, analysis, observation—gradually evolves into an inner movement that becomes increasingly difficult to control. The novel meticulously traces this process, revealing how distance transforms into security, how intimacy can become method, and how language begins to justify decisions even before they are consciously made.

Crowl doesn’t tell this story as a classic crime thriller. There’s no focus on the sequence of events or shocking moments. Instead, the gaze is consistently directed inward. Thoughts, small everyday observations, and seemingly harmless routines become vehicles for an underlying tension. Precisely because so much feels familiar, the text unfolds its unsettling power. The reader recognizes how thin the line can be between observing and intervening, between understanding and justifying.

The novel’s language is particularly striking. It is controlled, clear, and free of sensationalism. Every sentence seems carefully considered, almost like a report, and therein lies its power. The text doesn’t explain; it shows. He compels the reader to draw their own conclusions and ask themselves at what point they themselves begin to mistake explanations for excuses.

*The Permission* is therefore not a book to be quickly consumed. It is a novel that continues to work in the mind long after one has put it down. It does not offer simple moral judgments, but confronts the reader with uncomfortable questions: How do inner boundaries arise—and how easily can they be shifted? When does analysis become legitimation? And what does responsibility mean when everything initially appears to be merely a matter of thinking?

Those seeking sophisticated literary suspense, appreciating psychological depth, and willing to engage with a novel that disturbs not loudly, but precisely, will find it here. *The Permission – Psychogram of a Murderer* is a book that generates curiosity not through promises of answers, but through the subtle feeling that, while reading, one gets closer to oneself than one would like.

The 1. Vol. of my Trilogy is out now!

Elias Crowl - My book "KLEIO - External Access

What if your thoughts no longer belong to you?

“KLEIO – External Access” (the 1st Volume of my KLEIO-Trilogy) is a captivating tech-noir novel about digital control, manipulated memories, and the loss of one’s own identity—so frighteningly realistic that it feels like a glimpse into our near future.

In a world where neural implants are commonplace and AI-powered therapy apps “optimize” your thinking, journalist Emily Carter begins to doubt: herself, her past—and a system that knows more than it should.

The plot is truly unsettling: Experience how technology not only permeates everyday life but also your very core. Who decides what you remember—and what you’re meant to forget?

“KLEIO is not a system. It’s a mirror.”—a quote that lingers.

Readers say: “Pure mindfuck—a thriller with relevance and style!” | “As gripping as Black Mirror, as literary as Orwell.”

Discover now: “KLEIO – External Access” by Elias Crowl – the novel that will make you question your thoughts.

My first book is online now!

The Fair of Shadows”

“The fair of Shadows” is the literary psychological thriller set in Manhattan that begins quietly and remains large in the mind. In Elias Crowl’s New York novel, the everyday tilts into the uncanny: a rectangular window that shows only a ladder and sky. A hallway that says: nothing happens. Characters who observe their author. With poetic precision and slow-burn suspense, the text delves deep into urban rituals, the edges of perception, and that quiet dread one hears in old radiators, stairwells, and nighttime hallways. The result is an urban thriller with a horror edge—atmospheric, contemporary, unique: literary thriller, quiet horror, New York novel, Manhattan literature.

Elias, a writer in Manhattan, keeps his world in check with routines—two cups of coffee, a window open a crack, a rectangle of ladder and sky. But in the manuscript, the – fair of Shadows-, Mr. Grins, Lilalu, and the old woman become forces that write back. Doors remain closed, sounds become quieter, the city responds – until a small, round sticker HERE shifts everything. This novel is both a meta-mystery and a psychological profile of a big city: precise, eerie, and deeply human. Those who love perceptual novels, metafiction, urban psychological thrillers, and New York atmosphere will find a book here that doesn’t scream – it whispers and stays.


The dark side of New York

Where my stories are born

Readers Comments

Here’s what my readers say:

‘Sombre, restrained, hypnotic. I have seldom encountered characters who so convincingly prise the pen from their author. Mr Grins haunts me still.’

Madison H.

“No bloodbath, just a mind-movie: sounds, smells, doors as choices—killer vibe. New York’s breathing between the lines, ya know.”

Emma A.

“Metafiction that’s a hoot: Lilalu two-steppin’ through the pages, the Watcher pokin’ and proddin’—had me turnin’ pages till two in the morn’. I’ll take a heap more of that!”

Henry M.

‘Bold and original: Who’s writing whom here? That question lingers. A book for readers who love what’s left unsaid.’ Pretty demanding material. If you’re not on board from the start, you’ll get lost.

William K

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